One day

One day, I'm going to leave
One day, I'm going to travel
One day, I'm going to become a nurse
One day, I'm going to go to a war stricken country
One day, I'm going to help others to help myself
One day, I'm going to be free from all the hurt and pain I have felt almost all my life
One day, the anxiety will be gone
One day, I won't have to hear my parents scream and fight and cuss
One day, I will learn to control what comes out of my mouth
One day, my sisters will have no worry
One day, I will forget the sexual assault
One day, I will not care about what others think of me
One day, I will be confident
One day, i will have self esteem
One day, i will find the love that I think I deserve
One day, I will finish what I have started
One day, I will be free

Duggars

Have you heard of the Duggars? They are this amazing family with 19 children and two grandbabies. 19 kids. Now, I personally don't see anything wrong with having that many kids. Michelle is such an inspiring and amazing woman, and she has so much patience! I probably could have 19 children when I get married, but my patience level can sometimes be very, VERY low. It's hard enough dealing with my two younger sisters! Haha. Back to the point, the Duggars are so amazing, and their family is so blessed. I am especially happy for Josh and Anna who now have two beautiful children, Mackynzie (don't know if I spelled her name correctly) and Micheal.
They (Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar) have a show called 19 kids and Counting, and I encourage you to watch it on TLC or find their videos on youtube!

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List of Great Songs

For some reason, I love lists. I like making them, even if I don't always follow them. So, here are a list of great songs:

1. Want To Be Real-Chris August
2. Angel-Casting Crowns
3. Life is Beautiful-Vega 4
4. You Are Worthy-Eddie James
5. Crank Dat Holy Ghost ( search for that, but the official video)
6. Nothing Is Impossible-Planetshakers
7. Love Them Like Jesus-Casting Crowns
8. Born Again-Third Day
9. Awesome-Pastor Charles Jenkins
10. The Real Party-Mary Mary
11. Shackles-Mary Mary
12. Jesus Remiz-KJ 52
13. Arms That Hold The Universe-Fee or 33 Miles (There are two different versions. Both are amazing)
14. If We Are The Body-Casting Crowns
15. Voice of Truth-Casting Crowns
16. We Cry Out-Gateway Version
17. Heaven on Earth-Indiana Bible College
18. Kingdom Come-Nicole C. Mullen
19. Lamb of God-Nicole C. Mullen
20. Where You Go I Go-Jesus Culture
21. Give Me Your Eyes-Brandon Heath
22. Something Beautiful-Newsboys
23. Rebel-Lecrae
24.Set Me Free-Casting Crowns
25. Worthy Is the Lamb-Travis C
25. We Are the Reason-Avalon
26. I Will Follow-Chris Tomlin
27. Jesus Messiah-Chris Tomlin
28. Jean Skirt Girls-Fallen Chains
29. Everything To Me-Avalon?
 
Try listening to Indiana Bible College! I love them

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Worst Moments Ever

I have had so many bad moments. No joke. Here are a list of them:

1. I was at a hotel with my youth group and I had just left my room to find some breakfast and see if anybody else was awake. It was 6:45 am and I had had no sleep at all. Not even a second of it. Why? Because I have major issues with sleeping in places other than my room, the bus and my couch.Anyways, I had these giant bags under my eyes and and my hair, though I had put it in a bun, was frizzed up. My face was super pale, and I was not in a good mood. Anyways, I walked out the door and who was out there? My crush. I was like, you have got to be kidding me. But nope. He was right in front of my door and was like, "Hey, how are you?" I stared at him with this mean look (I felt so bad afterwards) and said "good." Seriously? That's all I could say to the guy that I liked? Only me. I wanted to slap myself. Hard. That is not what you say and that is not how you look at one of the sweetest guys on earth.



2. So there was this guy who came to my house with his dad and younger brother. The guy was my age and was actaully kind of cute. Let's say his name is....Bob. But they all chose the wrong moment to come. I had just woken up, and my dad needed help with his gps. He was outside, and I was in my not so attractive pajamas. I have the worst hair moments ever. My hair was legitly standing up. It could not be tamed. Lol. I hadn't had any breakfast, which made me cranky and I didn't even brush my teeth. Why me? I walked out to help my dad and guess what? Bob and his family had just driven in. I looked at my dad in horror and what does he do? He forced me to go shake hands with all of them. But when I got to Bob, I just ran off back into my house. I know. I know. I probably made an "incredible" impression on them. My mom and sisters were laughing at me, because they saw how red my face was.


I'll post some more bad moments on here. Hope you enjoyed these two!

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My Weird Life

I think that I might be one of the weirdest people I know. Besides my best friends and my sister. Lol. No joke. Ok, so I was in church one day and I noticed a bad smell. I was like, Lord, please don't let that be coming from me. So I sniffed my armpits right in front of the guy I like. And then I was like, YES! It's not me! THEN I heard someone behind me and guess who it was? My crush. How does this happen to me?
Then this other time, I was in a car with one of my former best guy friends (we're just friends now) and I was laughing so hard that I had snot coming out of my nose. My Word. He saw it and was like, Umm, Joyce? You got a little something there coming out of your nose. I had no clue. See, I'm weird. Long story short, I hunted down some tissues and wiped my nose.
And sometimes...I'm  a little dangerous. This kid and I were talking and he got me so annoyed that I picked up some hard foamy thing and threw it, aiming for his head. Lol. What happens? It smack his little arm and breaks in half because I threw it so hard. I didn't even say that I was sorry. I just stood there and laughed like a hyena. \

Yep. That's my interesting life. Told ya I was weird.

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DISCLAIMER

Hey again. I just wanted to tell ya'll that everything I post on here is based on my personal beliefs. I am NOT necessarily representing any church, or religon. These are all my personal opinions. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, right?
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Quick Question #1

Quick Question. If you could have one wish granted to you, what would it be?